Saturday, October 28, 2006
okay . this is going to be a sad post .
my maid left today =( . family and I went to send her off . had coffee and starbucks before she left . oh i miss her so =(
when she said bye to my mum and dad she was already sad . the moment she hugged me she cried . =( i will miss her .
everytime she would remember what clothes i was wearing when she first saw me . it was a green kangaroo tshirt and yellow pants and she would remember i tied two ponytails =) .
i miss how we used to sleep in the television room every saturdays and we would talk whole night .
i miss how we played water at the back . haha .
i miss how you would nag if i didnt eat
i miss how we used to talk for hours
i miss all the songs you used to create and sing to me . they were GREAT :D
i miss the times when we would go to 7/11 and buy food ((:
i miss the times when we would go to bedok for shopping
i miss how you would show me all the clothes you bought .
i miss how you could not decide on what to buy .
i miss how you would do retarded stuff and laugh .
i miss how you say you're fine when its obvious you just cried
i miss how sotong you are
i miss when you tickle me
lastly i miss having you around
she just smsed me . she go on the plane not long ago . she should be reaching in a few hours from now .
she is gonna get married in feb or jan . i hope i could go there . but it wouldnt be holidays . skip sch i hope ?
boy , i give up .
2 years , i think its enough .
i know , you know , even if there's love , there wouldn't be any us .
everyday i pray , hoping you'd be mine again .
but i guess she's yours now .
god does everything for a reason .
i guess god wants you to be happy .
you're happier with her .
without you there's nothing
i'm alive , but where's life without you
LOVES ;
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